in that little kid type of way. hahaha, mark & I would have arguments about that! “he looks like an ugly little girl.” “no he doesnt, he’s cute!” buahaha. I almost miss that stupid fag. okay, I do miss him but not that much. mostly because I can’t. ‘cus I know I just miss the attention. and I still can’t get over how cute he is lol.
anyway… nighttime sucks for me. lately, anyway. before I fall asleep, I just usually lie in bed playing games on my phone or texting. and idk, lately I just feel so empty. like, I’m seriously missing something. idk what it is though.
I mean, it’s not like I don’t have a lot going for me. I am so, so blessed. and I’m seriously spoiled lol. but idk… something’s missing. I’ve been feeling so incomplete.